Wed 5:55am

this stinks. i am so very tired of being sick. i had one weird attack starting last night around 7ish. it was just like water pouring from me. not any other real intense symptoms though which lead me and my husband to think i had picked up the gi bug our little one had seemed to have had the last couple of days. but now i just woke up with that stupid nausea. and visited the bathroom and am mad at the time and myself and all of this. so sick and tired of all of this. when i get like this i pace the house trying to settle down and i often type emails to distant people i have met while experiencing this bad bug just to vent. i also feel so much better when i feel like i have a plan moving forward. omg this stinks. i do not plan to go to work today, which i hate when this bug has me feeling so bad i can not work and have to use my benefit time, which i know i am lucky to have. well it is now 6:01 and another one of my habits is to go sit in the recliner in the basement. i still use it since i can curl up and sit up and have something to lean back against and try to fall asleep. here's to 15 minutes before the alarm goes off and the day begins.