mantras

day 10

lemon juice in warm water
rebounding
die blasto die
liquid minerals
juicing
die blasto die
heating pad on abdominal area
I will have a healthy colon
I will heal
I will have a healthy colon
I can survive this
If people survive chemo I can survive this
count down calendar
I will have a healthy colon

morning 5 on alinia

So Life if Crazy...and not exactly in a good way. I'll come back later maybe maybe not to explain my last 2 and half months. But it has lead me to the point of deciding I am not longer going to cohabit with the mother of a bug. Really this thing destroys lives and it amazes me how little the medical community is really recognizing this.

So what to do what to do??? The best possible options out there are the Australian protocol and the brand name drug Alinia. I am going to call it NTZ from here on out. I actually tried this drug back before it was available in the US but you could get it through daair (not even sure anymore if that is the correct acronym for the agency). Anyway in that community it got nick named NTZ - easier to say, type so going with it.

What a poison it is. Horrible side effects. I keep telling my self if cancer patients can make it through chemo I can make it through this. I am having a hard time working. Actually I am having a hard time leaving the house. Actually I am having a hard time leaving the bathroom.

Had lymphatic drainage massage on Monday and Monday nights dose side effect were lessened.

Just now decided my manta over this course - Die Blasto Die.

Die Blasto Die
Die Blasto Die
Die Blasto Die